I am a diabetic, I have known now for maybe 8 – 10 years. Yet not until today, did I get good instruction and educational information on what being diabetic means.
Knowing something, and acceptance are two different things.
I met with a certified diabetes educator and the pharmacist where I get my prescriptions filled. Both took the time, to go over with me what diabetes can do to a body over time, and what the medications are that help control symptoms and hopefully work so that the “patient” can live a balanced and healthy life.
I had asked for a consultation with the minister at church, and at that time I asked for a Mioshie.( Available to members this is a special request that is sent to Japan, where it is then prayed and focused on by special trained ministers. When the response comes back, it is given to you via the minister at the church, left with you to meditate and pray on the suggested lessons. Then there is further consultation with the minister to help you work through what will help ou to improve you situation.) For more exact definition of what Mioshie is, we can have Rev. Eugene explain it further?
My head is reeling with all the information that came at me today, one of the visual demonstrations of what is happening to my blood when my sugar levels are high, left no doubt in my mind that I would have to go back on the medication(s). I have to go back to zero, and start with a lower dose of the one drug. The others I will hold off on, till I see how this one drug does. I don’t want the headaches back. I took 1/2 a tablet at 4:30 pm and now at 6:50 pm, I’ve got a whopper of a headache. So, down go 2 Tylenol, the stress of thinking of the start of another drug infestation is sending me running for cover. sigh.
Time to retreat – lay back – and allow my inner self to assimilate the information I learned today. I will try to “let go” and allow the voice of “divine wisdom” to filter through my human reaction to all of this. Let go, Let GOD
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on November 11, 2013